Monday, February 20, 2006

I have, over the last few months, had some pretty hard core mood swings. I started a new job, the one that was to be my great elixir , but, like most jobs I have had, it has been less than I expected. The job is commission based so it dramatically impacted my income - I was to be making all this money, so I was sold, in a few short months. Did not happen for many different reasons, but the net result was the same - it was impacting me, impacting my wife and my kids. To top off my vocational issue, I dont really like what it is I am doing. I had chosen this to whore myself, to make money. I was not making $ and the company could not figure out how to pay commissions when I did – it just made for a very bad combination. Add this to the mix of my being manic, and it got pretty bad. So what did I do (drum role please) ------I went in search of my old friend porn. I love it and I hate it – I love it as it takes me away this addiction of mine, but I hate it as I really don’t want it – I feel shitty after I have blown my load so to speak. I always promise myself that was the last time – no way in hell will I be doing this again. But I do it time and time again. I do it for two reasons I have come to understand - escape and control. Escape: I escape my problems, my life for that short period of time. Its kind of like being high, nothing else matters,,,,,,,I just surf, and surf away. Time just melts and my problems with it. Control: I search, almost to exclusion, for anal sex pictures. Ass to Mouth to be exact. It dawned on me the other day that this is control. If you think about it, this is really kind of gross, ass to mouth but that is what I look for. It is someone controlling someone else – someone being in total control. This is something I don’t have in my life in any real capacity. Any and all money I make goes to others, my social life driven by my wife so I suffer the husbands of her friends, and I don’t really have any social outlets. So, I have figured out that I need to be able to find some ways to displace my stress, so I can escape and then to find ways to have more control in my life – That is what I want in the next 40 years of my life.

So, the point of this post was that I, as a result of this stress, started taking Lexapro. In the few days that I have been taking this it does seem to have managed my mood swing(s). Could be the placebo effect, I don’t know. What I do know though, is that it has made it IMPOSSIBLE for me to orgasm – I just cant cum. HA the irony of it really if you think about it. The sex addict who cant cum, who cant get his fix. Should be a good thing for me in the short term. We shall see………

4 Comments:

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Slowing sliding in and out, in and out, in and out, I began to pump faster as she came. She then asked me to fuck her ass as she handed me some lubricant from her bag. I lubed my finger and massaged her asshole to get more fingers in. Before I knew it was wide opened and ready for my cock. I entered her gently as I pumped and she clinched down on my cock and rode it well. At this point she was calling her husband saying that she needed her pussy filled. He posted up on the couch, half dressed with one leg still inside his pants as he climbed under her and entered. I didn't believe it, but we were double penetrating this beautiful Puerto Rican babe.

After making her cum several times, she then asked if I would drip cum over her face. So, I fucked her more until building myself up to cum. grabbed my cock and took my condom off to cum on her face. She was loving the hot cum as it hit her face. I washed up and put my clothes on and got ready to leave. She walked my to the door and put something in my pocket saying call us Friday! Once getting home I realized that not only did she give me their number but $300 dollars as well. Hell, I wasnt going to tell no one anyway! This was one of many of my best times meeting people at Eroticy.

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I usually use their anonynomous IM or Chatrooms. If you view my profile nyblkman2003 there you would see another Puerto Rican babe I met left me some very hot comments about our meeting. So that you know I am not kidding. She was very nice and sexy, I must say!

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At 1:46 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Well, wait until you here this! After browsing the Internet, I recently joined an adult sex swingers personals site. At first, I was curious about getting answers from these profiles due to substantial amount of people located on the site and the sexually revealing pics. So, I figured what the hell and joined the site since their was absolutely NO OBLIGATION to join such as credit cards or billing info needed.*

Surprisingly, after posting my profile for their 3 day full trial membership">(FREE)] , I was intrigued to find that this web site came with numerous amenities for matchmaking and pure adult fun for those seeking NO STRINGS ATTACHED FUN. There I was able to view LIVE NUDE webcam girls for free, full xxx movies like (Pamela and Tommy lee's sex tape) , chat and view the personal erotic sex videos of other members.

I put the ball in motion by replying to several Sex and Swingers Ads on the site to find a local female or couple for adult fun. I had never experienced a sex with a couple before, therefore I was sure to indicate that I was straight in my profile so there wouldn't be any expectations from any guy allowing me to fuck his wife.
*
Amazingly, after sending some pics and trading some e-mail, I had gotten several replies from some couples and women in my area (NYC) . First there was this one couple that sent me some very hot pics and the yahoo IM screen name. I immediately contacted them where we traded pics and stats with each other. His wife was very hot Latina Puerto Rican female 28, 5'5 and 120 lbs with a J-LO ass that loved to fuck in front of him since he enjoyed watching her take dick in all her holes and swallow cum.

They both decided to meet at a fabulous NYC sea food restaurant for a short dinner, drink and conversation. We ate, talked and then after she whispered something in his ear he asked me to go back to their place, since she was not comfortable with 3 people in a hotel room. I immediately replied "yes".

Once getting to their fabulous apartment, she kept touching my ass and my cock saying how nice it was as we entered the door As her husband was locking up the house, she turned on some light Spanish or Latina music then started dancing in front of me. As my cock got fully erect she kneeled in front of me and unzipped me. My cocked flopped right in her mouth. She sucked it gently, nice and slow deep throating my amazingly 8" cock. I slowly played with her tits and wet pussy. As she stood up in front of me, I raised her leg on the couch and started sucking her clit. She was speaking something in Spanish, but I didn't understand what she was saying and didn't even realized that the husband was watching us by then.*

Nevertheless, I kept sucking her tasty pussy for an hour before flipping her nude body on the couch. I then put my cock in her wet mouth as she stated "mmmm Papi, fuck me". I entered her slowly fucking her deeply before standing her up to ride me. She sat on my cock on the sofa as I could feel her pussy juice run down my waist onto their couch.

Slowing sliding in and out, in and out, in and out, I began to pump faster as she came. She then asked me to fuck her ass as she handed me some lubricant from her bag. I lubed my finger and massaged her asshole to get more fingers in. Before I knew it was wide opened and ready for my cock. I entered her gently as I pumped and she clinched down on my cock and rode it well. At this point she was calling her husband saying that she needed her pussy filled. He posted up on the couch, half dressed with one leg still inside his pants as he climbed under her and entered. I didn't believe it, but we were double penetrating this beautiful Puerto Rican babe.

After making her cum several times, she then asked if I would drip cum over her face. So, I fucked her more until building myself up to cum. grabbed my cock and took my condom off to cum on her face. She was loving the hot cum as it hit her face. I washed up and put my clothes on and got ready to leave. She walked my to the door and put something in my pocket saying call us Friday! Once getting home I realized that not only did she give me their number but $300 dollars as well. Hell, I wasnt going to tell no one anyway! This was one of many of my best times meeting people at Eroticy.

I have also met a number of people from the numerous chat rooms of another Adult Sex and Swingers site. Here, I was able to view numerous other members webcaming daily in their many exhibitionist webcam rooms . They have numerous chat rooms from the United States and other Countries, and there is always people in each no matter what time of day or day for that matter :).

I usually use their anonynomous IM or Chatrooms. If you view my profile nyblkman2003 there you would see another Puerto Rican babe I met left me some very hot comments about our meeting. So that you know I am not kidding. She was very nice and sexy, I must say!

If you want some more hot booty to choose from OBC? Here, is another site where you don't have to waste your time with flowers, chocolates and cards by keeping it simple and finding some booty! Remember, every *Body* needs some *Booty* sometime . . . this is a terrific matchmaking site, where you could connect for free by referring members or choosing the gold highlighted profiles!

 
At 8:04 PM, Blogger L-L-L said...

Ok....I followed an OLD link to a guy who used to have this url....we stopped chatting because I was actually detrimental at the time to his therapy....

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